I can't find more money to stay longer here at the hotel near where I used to live and it looks like I am going to be homeless outside somewhere at noon tomorrow. I still have to coordinate getting the stuff from my apartment and I won't have a safe place to unpack it and repack it and take the time to make things waterproof. My battery life dies super fast. I'm already feeling sick and my whole body hurts. My ankle is all jacked up. Even if I go wait in line for a shelter bed at night I might not get one and I will be exhausted the day I get my stuff. This all feels planned and my life feels hijacked. The court didn't accept my motion - it still could but I don't know what to do. I couldn't get a lawyer on such short notice. I can't get a credit card or a loan. I don't know what to do. This is wrong.
I have been medically isolated for five years. I don't know how to make people understand - I have not walked, gone outside, shared germs, for five years. I am terrified and this has been so forced so fast.
It's been coming out to between $72 and $78 a night. Someone is covering the refundable incidentals fee, I just need to cover the room. I have asked everyone and every org I can - even total strangers - for help.
I can't make a plan to get my stuff because I never know where I am going to be. I got evicted the 21st. Total strangers let me sleep on their couch two nights. Went to transitions projects when she wouldn't let me stay longer and the library. Took three hours to cover what should have been a 30 minute walk total. My ankle is fucked. My body hurts. Someone sent $300 out of the blue. Used it for the hotel room. Have been just day by day trying to get a lawyer, a loan, filed motions with the court on my own. Contacted social security. Tried to get hotel vouchers. Begging for donations to my PayPal. Tried to document the situation. People said they would help and didn't. The slightest chance on Monday the judge accepts my motion and I just get my apartment back. I can't tell if people have been harassing me at the hotel too or that's just what it sounds like. This is a nightmare and everything hurts.
Please help me.
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