6:46pm
3/11/26
library
super tired
every day I look forward to going back to bed
they had a galaxy light on last night
it was cool - I miss my room
I have my laptop on my lap to stay warm
it's been cold and rainy for two days
it's gonna be rainy for quite a few more
I'm charging my devices
I am trying to make the most out of the moment
I need this
I'm debating whether I want to put on sweat pants now or wait until I get to the shelter
I think my period is almost over
I had a lot of sugar again today but whatever I'm glad I ate
I got a shower today
I drew some more in my black paper notebook
I talked to someone about feeling like we've been given a "trauma lobotomy".
I have a disability hearing in June
I guess I am just going to apply to waitlists and try to find a groove until June and then hope I get disability assistance, and then a new affordable apartment and then a new life and then ... don't get hit by a bus.
That can't be all I had to say - I have a couple days worth of thoughts saved up.
I just get caught up in the moment
and I need to figure out when I'm gonna leave to walk back
and how much strength I need to find to just take it easy and get there
hope there's lunch/dinner/snack bag
I could play more news quick
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Hasan seemed extra angry today - did you notice? I wonder if something is bothering him - you know - besides genocide and war.
