3.3.2026
So - it's been kind of spectacular day!
I was going to enter the lottery for financial assistance at the day shelter, but my sister sent me $150 out of the blue, so I just checked my mail - and I got another $106 as a refund from PGE! So that was badass. I need to write to food stamps right now and update them - one second...let me update my social media with photos I took today too while I'm at it.
Put Hasan on in the meantime.
3:42pm
I ended up back at the supermarket - bought some mini potatoes and cooked them in the microwave and got some sour cream. They were playing a girl cover of José González Heartbeats. I just learned he's Swedish. Okay, cool. 21st century bro. What a trip.
Internet kicked off. Don't know if I'm still connected to twitch.
The potatoes get cold fast but they're good.
Maybe I should have just bought one big one.
Someone has their dog outside and if they run at someone that chair is gonna go flying - they must have thought the chair was heavier than it is.
I kinda wanted pizza but the hot potato with sour cream was perfect. I'm full and I have a coffee for the rest of the night. Back to the library 5:30 to 7:30 and then back to the shelter. Hope the chopstick holds out - it got bent pretty badly.
The music here is the best. I think I will try to make a spaghetti squash tomorrow. Having hot food is amazing - I was just eating ramen for like three solid years remember.
Secret societies: WE CAN AND WE WILL
I'm just eating straight up sour cream. I don't know what else to put in it and I've already spent a lot of food stamps today. Spent almost all of them and it's only the 3rd eeeek
They said someone has COVID right now - and they had it a couple weeks ago - it's like an alarm going off but you just keep living your life. I am so sick of wearing a face mask. It makes total sense the more people you interact with every day, the more you should think about wearing one for your own protection but maybe if I just keep to myself then you're just breathing air - and stay outside most of the time where you can feel the difference when you breathe.
The more people react like it's no big deal the more it feels like it was designed to scare you and make you get over it - like a sick joke or a human conditioning thing.
They said something over the loudspeaker but I have no idea what they said.
Glenn Beck - forgot that guy existed.
4:06pm
Restart and try again.
I bought an xfinity hotspot - it's way better than nothing but I don't know why my phone automatically connected to NSMfreewifi and now it only has xfinity on my laptop...
Yeah you really can't beat the music here - that's fun
I feel so fucking dumb - would sit outside maybe four times without knowing this kitchen area with seating and ice and a microwave was even here. You have hot water and can make noodles and all sorts of stuff.
I am debating if I want to try and keep the sour cream up but I don't know for what. It might work good for a soap container - I need some better differentiation for the bags - soap, food, electronics.
"midnight hammer" - this shit doesn't even feel real - it could hit me and it still wouldn't feel real - it feels like a sick joke
It's supposed to start raining soon - probably get caught in it
FREEDOM FRIES
I want to be differentiated from the dumb parts
Everything froze and died - damn CIA.
We have been hating the "dumb" part of being an american since we were kids and now it just doesn't seem to ever shake off.
I said this already but the world felt a lot smarter in 2020 and now feels like mean jokes and war shit 90% of the time.
4:29pm
everything died again
If I am still connected - the connection is definitely too flaky to rely on a regular basis but oh well.
Once again - fuck polls unless they ever tell you HOW MANY PEOPLE THEY ASKED
