10:40am

9.18.2026

 

Library

 

Slept in front of the library last night. Someone stole my medical bag and a black bag with camping rods (for the tarp). Stupid fucking people work for the police and are trying to make you create a paper trail all over Portland where "people fucked with you" but it's them - and it's for them to show up and pretend to help you.

 

Keeps power where it always was. 

I want the future to own these fucking assholes who have deliberately hurt me and laughed in my face while I died.

 

There is no equivalence that comes to mind.

People wanna hide behind you - "what would an angel say the devil wants to know"

 

It's like their brains have been eaten by cruelty and whatever was intelligent was lost by fear and their own selfish sad little drama with no perspective of anyone's else's life. 

 

"But we are gonna be so screwed if you're right"

Well, that's not my problem.

 

They should have let me save the world.

They just wanted you (me), and people like Hasan, so they could save themselves.