[If you can spare anything, please help: https://gofund.me/47c6c6f7 ... can share address to send funds directly to management too]
Email to management and as many emails of people as I could include who might be able to help:
Hello,
I have tried my best to communicate my circumstances for years.
I am surviving under duress.
I have become unable to function physically like I did before 2020.
I have not left the building for five years.
I have lived in Portland since 2012. This studio apartment since 2015.
I have not been able to go on a walk for five years.
I am scared how my body will handle anything.
It is not a matter of will power.
I. physically. can't.
I have trouble doing basic things in my room. I have been doing my laundry by hand since 2020 and I can do less and less. I had a major medical event in May 2022 and I'm pretty sure another concussion in April. I am emotionally and physically depressed.
I had PTSD before 2020, but this got so bad because I needed to medically isolate to be safe from COVID due to my medical history - a choice I still think was the best for me personally - and then people attacked me while I was isolated inside - they were hiding (it seems) among the chaos of the protests but never really left. Whoever they are, they seem to come and go now. One neighbor has been the most in the face and I have sent video of them harassing me to management.
Whoever has jurisdiction over this area seems to be participating as well, so there hasn't been anyone to call for help.
Frankly COVID itself felt planned and potentially genocidal. Hard to trust how much people moved on like nothing happened. It would be so nice to know anyone understood instead of feeling most people have been primed to automatically dismiss anyone still talking about COVID.
Some theocratic military real estate scam masked as a public health effort? I don't know, best guess. I have been an anti-war humanist my whole entire life.
I would have loved to save the world and I just feel used and betrayed.
Anyway, I have not left my unit itself since January of 2024 (save once as forced by management) due to neighbor harassment. June 21st was a major incident that should have been captured on the hallway cameras. I feel I have been ignored and the harassment has not been investigated as stipulated in the agreement I feel I was forced to sign in November of 2024.
It was understood that management must communicate with me via email.
I do not want to be confined to my room the rest of my life and feel extremely terrorized and hurt. I am physically and financially depleated - and I have been poor my whole life in the first place. This situation has made it impossible for me to take care of myself like I would have before 2020 - as if someone wanted me to become dependent on them in a way I had almost escaped. I had my own independent life here and I refuse to be bullied out of it. I have no other home and no family or people who I would go stay with - especially not if it is only to be followed.
I am begging you to be human and enforce universal human rights - please do not kill me or throw me out to die outside.
As per Google: "Article 25 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR) establishes that everyone has the right to a standard of living adequate for their health and well-being, which includes food, clothing, housing, and medical care. It also outlines the right to social protection and assistance in cases of unemployment, sickness, disability, old age, or other circumstances preventing one from earning a livelihood. Furthermore, it specifies that motherhood and childhood deserve special care and assistance, and all children, regardless of whether they were born in or out of wedlock, are entitled to the same social protection."
To be honest: I feel owed, and I know you're never supposed to feel owed. I just want a better future for everyone.
Please respond to this email and remember to communicate with me via email.
My PTSD letter is attached here again for your consideration.
Thank you for caring and anything you have done to help me - and everyone else - stay housed,
L.
*this email is meant for intended recipient(s) only*
universal human rights or everything is bullshit ✨️
intersectional solidarity ✨️
ciacab ✨️
for real love,
L.
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