Been staring at the same numbers for what feels like two days now.
264 to 214.
It was 213 for a while and I don't know where the last number came from.
People are still able to submit fixed ballots by 5pm today, at least in Florida.
I can't imagine they can say with true officiality anything until at least Friday night then right?
And it could all be different again by Monday.
Hell they could drag out the results for months.
Contest it, go to the supreme court.
The most fucked up tv show on earth.
I'm in pretty severe pain
It's bad
I've been taking naproxen
at least I got more of that
but it was meant to be for cramps
I've taken about 10 since yesterday already
I manage to fall back asleep
I wake up and the pain is gone
but it comes back
and stretches through my face, into my ear
the whole left side of my head hurts
I don't really understand what makes it come and go
should I just not eat?
was it the sugary treats I brought for the election?
does how I've been feeling have to do with too much salt?
a sudden change in diet?
I've been dizzy to the point I couldn't stay standing
so thirsty
did the fuckers get me sick?
or no
I did that
just couldn't stop eating
if the food had been cigarettes
I would've smoked a whole pack
and felt just as awful
in other ways too I'm sure
the way it'd coat my throat and lungs
whenever I'd over do it
These feel like the last moments
before the world changes
one way or another
something's gotta happen
someone's gotta win
be declared the victor
This could be the last time
for the next four years
that you held your breath
hoping
not to be let down
for something good to happen
a best possible outcome
please
don't flip to red, Nevada
please
stay true blue
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