try and try and try again
go back to the beginning to figure out the end
a close enough guess
would rather do this
than go out of my head
out of food
out of options
hope ebbs
there's nowhere I'd rather be
am I somehow - wrong - for that?
I'm supposed to want to run away
why would you want to stay
with what they've told you is at stake
unless you don't believe them
or you think you can help them change
no one wants to change for you
remember
so you must just not think it's true
not the whole story anyway
never is
and the good parts
are worth staying for
hell
it's the only good
I've ever known
will no one ever understand that?