Why am I posting what I do?
Why am I speaking publicly?
Do I need to feel like someone is listening in order to speak?
Do I need to feel like people are reading in order for what I feel to matter enough to feel it?
Why not just go numb and stop this. Turn it all off. Take your ball and go home.
Or just make the blog private and keep it like a diary.
These are things out of context no one needs to see.
It's not reaching anybody.
Try something else.
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Answer: because it's what I do.
